January 05, 2012

Of Delusions and Daydreams



You’re not in love. But you want to be in love. So you make yourself believe that you’re in love. In the room of your imagination, you created a creature that looks like him. Little did you know, by doing so, you are killing the little connection that you have with the boy. You lost your contact with reality and made things complicated. You do the things you think are right yet you feel unmistakably wrong then it dawned on you. You’re not in love with the boy and you will never be. Because he doesn’t exist and he will never exist. Your mind just made a fool out of you. You were trying to hold on to a flicker of hope that turned out as a wisp of smoke. Then at the end of the day, you find yourself at the bottom of the barrel, feeling nothing but sorry for the broken you.

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